I stopped dancing. Well, at least for now. Things have been pretty rough in Studio, well being an assistant instructor (going-to-be instructor) in my studio had been not such a smooth path for me. Many things that I saw and felt was terrible, things went bad to worse.. put me into more reasons to stop servicing with the studio. So.. I stopped teaching… and I stopped dancing at this moment. Would I come back to dance? I’m not sure, pretty much gotta’ wait till my financial opens up alittle bit more..
I’ve never been to studio for quite awhile. Sometimes I do wonder what happen in studio, how are my friends doing along? Well, I missed the joy of dancing.. especially coming to competitions. However, this hobby is really expensive, out of my expectation. I thought having to teach to able to lessen my burden on financing this hobby.. still, it had made it worsen. With the little side income that I earn from teaching, wasn’t able to cover even my expenses going there.. with a few advice from a few, I decided I should just take it as a past-time hobby, not to teach.
I’m no where in the dancing world, latin and standard levels mine were half-past 6 if compared to even competitors. Quite a shame that we couldn’t continue on happily, things happen out of expectations. I don’t even know if its possible for us to go back studio to continue learning. I wish I could. And that’s only to take lessons and learn, nothing more than it. I want nothing in.
I’ll continue to strive for more income to support myself. Since the beginning of my work, which is around 5months+ now, I’m slowly getting the hang on my current lifestyle, slowly bit by bit I’ll definitely come back to get back the feeling of joy of dancing! I want that kinda feeling back!
